makynleigh

✧ "i miss clouds. i miss you." ✧

 intro  hii welcome to my about mee!! click through to get to know me better, this saves me time from having to explain it haha, everything you need to know is here!!

 rule i.  dni if you are homophobic, transphobic, racist, zionist, support trump, or if you support any of that stuff, etc. rule ii.  pls dont dm unless you've asked first: i dont like dms flooded by others if i dont know them, it can also make me uncomfortable if i dont know who you are. rule iii.  pls dont send me a friend request unless we've talked enough or i say its okay, this helps me know who im friending first. rule iv.  pls dont trauma/vent dump in dms unless we’re close. i care, but I’m not emotionally available for sudden heavy conversations with people I dont know well. rule v.  dont tag me in chain posts. i dont engage with “repost or you don’t care”, or "if you dont respond, you're fake/cant be trusted" type messages. I find them very annoying and i will block you.

 rule vi.  respect my “no” the first time. if I decline something, there’s a reason. I shouldn't have to repeat or over-explain boundaries for them to be valid. rule vii.  no guilt-tripping behavior. saying things like “i guess you hate me now” or “i knew you wouldn’t care” if I dont respond or engage isn’t okay and ill just find you weird. rule viii.  dont co-opt my identity or aesthetics.
it's okay to be inspired — but mimicking my whole vibe, bio, or name styling, too closely without credit can feel disrespectful. (yes this has happened multiple times.) rule ix.  pls dont assume we’re close right away. i love kind energy, but familiarity takes time. If we’re not mutuals or haven’t interacted much, please keep things respectful and a bit formal at first. rule x.  dont steal/claim, "fix", or repost my edits. I find it very disrespectful and i will block you.

❝ hey will, if we go crazy, we'll go crazy together, right? ❞

 about  Hi im makynleigh but i go by mak for short, im an artist and want to become a writer one day. i mainly like stranger things, heartstopper (comic & show), but here's some other stuff i like! ; Blood orange (the artist), finn wolfhard, reading, editing, cats, online shopping, 80's music, other music, astronomy, the color orange, food duh, decorating, sleeping, roblox and calling.
some things i dislike are bugs, seafood, spiders, racists, homophobes & transphobes, and arguing/yelling. extra  i have insomnia, anxiety, depression, and ptsd (& possibly ocd), so if you joke around about any of this stuff, please just dont do it around me or torwards me, thank you!

 shows & books  stranger things, heartstopper | heartstopper vol. 1-6, nick and charlie novella, solitaire, this winter. characters & ships  charlie spring, will byers, mike wheeler, joyce byers, nick nelson. | byler, nick & charlie, jopper.

 bands/artists  blood orange, conan gray | adiescar chase, calpurnia, finn wolfhard, the aubreys. songs  champagne coast -blood orange , I feel - the sundays, who wants to live forever - queen, first light - hozier.

 i miss clouds. i miss you. 
"Why is writing letters so hard? Talking to you is always easy, I guess because a letter isn’t like a real conversation. I have to say a bunch of stuff and then wait weeks for your reply. It’s like a conversation between two people who have been hit with a slow spell. California is okay I guess. It’s way hotter than Hawkins and it’s always sunny. I miss clouds. I miss you." - will byers

 friends. 
"do you remember the first day we met? it was the first day of kindergarten. i knew nobody, i had no friends. i just felt so alone, and so scared, but i saw you on the swings, and you were alone too. you were swinging by yourself. and i walked up to you and i asked. i asked if you wanted to be my friend. and you said yes, you said yes. it was the best thing i've ever done." - mike wheeler

 i need you mike. and i always will. 
"these past few months i've been so lost without you. it's just i'm so different from other people, and when you're different, you feel like a mistake. but you make me feel like i'm not a mistake at all, like i'm better for being different. and that gives me the courage to fight on. if i was mean to you or if i seemed like i was pushing you away, it's probably because i'm scared of losing you just like you're scared of losing her. and if i was going to lose you, i think i'd rather get it over quickly, like ripping off a band aid. so yeah, i need you mike. and i always will." - will byers